The Word of God, the bible, talks about living a life of spreading the Gospel of Christ daily. How can you do this? Well, I gave a testimony, not mine, to my roommate today about Jonathan sharing the Word to a chinese girl a while back. It came down to the girl wanting to know why Jonathan was happy, and smiling, and joking around all the time. He told her he had Jesus, and let it go. For about 2 weeks she kept on asking him why he was so happy and he's only say the same thing. Finally, one day the girl grabbed him and demanding to know what Jesus was. That's when God released him and let him share the Word.
You see, by just us living a happy life, and showing love to everybody, even our enemies, we are spreading the Gospel. Mark said, we should show the world the Gospel, and sometimes it require words.
I've been so frustrated these past few weeks. Trying so hard to decide if this promise I have built up inside me is of God or not. Honestly, I don't know any more. She's telling me it will never happen, most of my 'friends' are saying the same thing. One friend is telling me to give it to God, and one is saying I need to win her love again. I'm tired of this scar in my heart growing bigger every day. I'm tired of the rejection, and the burden.
I'm pretty certain that I'm not showing the Gospel through my actions at work, which is where my mind wonders most of the time, and I have time to think about her. I pray God gives me strength, and shows me why I can't give it all to Him. I want to move on, but my promise is too strong. I thank God every day for my best friend, Jonathan McNabb. He's now praying with me to see if my promise is true. God, you're so wonderful, and I praise you with every breath I take. I've had to sacrifice so much these past 3 months, but I've grown and gained more than I've ever lost.
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